Well, I took the test this morning, and it came out positive.
I’ve felt a range of emotions today and most of it is fear, fear of losing this baby, disappointing him, then not wanting to have a baby at all, not being able to exercise, eating perfectly, etc.
I realize that this intuitive eating journey has happened at really the perfect time. I’m up just 5 lbs from my lowest last year, after really eating whatever I want for the past few months. My new movement goals are just that…moving. Walking, going to the gym as much as possible.
As for the eating stuff: I’m going to keep doing what I’m doing. That pregnancy eating book made me crazy and I’m absolutely not ready for that yet. I’m going to continue doing everything that keeps me sane and happy, and allowing this pregnancy to unfold as it should, how it should.
And here we are at our first doctor’s appointment…can you tell how excited (::and…gulp terrified::) we are?😁